Random Talk : Something Personal...

It has been twelve days since I promised to put up one post a day, and until now I haven’t had to break that streak. But, if I’m being completely honest like I am in my reviews, I was this close to breaking my streak today. Not because I wanted to, but more so because, I was at a point where someone could have convinced me not to type this up. I mean, I have valid reasons *ahem*excuses *ahem* to break it. I didn’t get the cast list of the drama I should have reviewed today. For those of you who don’t know, I put up a review for any drama I watch on the same night. I have a headache half the size of central Asia and I have to get up early tomorrow.

While these are really valid reasons, somehow they felt like cheap excuses to me. It felt as if, there were reasons I would give because I didn’t complete an assignment or because I didn’t submit a notebook.

I completely agree that, to some, this blog may look like an assignment. Just another petty project picked up by a teenager, which will soon be given up when he finds a more interesting hobby. And to be honest I really am an amateur at most of these things. I don’t have a polished blog with a stylish name. I still make grammatical mistakes; and sometimes even spelling mistakes and I don’t have a website for myself (More on that later).

But just because I acknowledge these problems, doesn’t mean that I accept defeat. Even now as I sit and type, despite my above mentioned “Half of central Asia” sized headache, I am working to prove myself. I am working on improving myself. I am sitting here and typing this to show that I’m not just a regular teen who picked this up as a hobby.

I am passionate about my work and in the end that is what I think matters the most. I think that it is my passion towards what I do that make all the valid reasons in the world seem like childish excuses. I think that it is my passion which made me say no to my mom and dad, who asked me not to write something tonight because I was too tired and I think it is that passion which makes sure that, no matter how tired I am at two fifteen in the morning, I always feel a sense of pride when I complete a post.

I don’t know whether this passion will help me succeed, but what I am sure of is that it will make sure I will never cut corners in what I do, however dire the need may be.

While I do have a lot more that I want to share, I can literally feel my eyes drooping. This has been a really rare personal article. I never really write these types of things for fear of going off topic, but for some reason I wanted to share this with you guys. I want to thank you, whoever you are, for taking time to read the ramblings of this eccentric teen.

I know that this article is not my best. In I have half a heart to even consider this one. But I have a feeling that this one counts, not because of the number of words, but because of the content.

As compensation, I will be uploading two articles tomorrow. One will be a review of the play I watched today and I still have no idea about the other one. If you have any suggestions make sure to let me know. Until next time:

Peace!!!